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Thursday, December 31, 2009

2009-2010

2009年
似乎什么都没做到,一年又过了。
光阴似箭~
不过,今年经历了很多事情,
有高兴的,
有心痛的,
有忧郁的,
有情绪化的,
让我学习了不少,又成长了。
总觉得我可以做得更好的,但为什么我还是没做到?
一定又是懒惰鬼作祟。。。害人精!
今年又增添了许多回忆。。。
忆。。。

看来今晚,
我只能跟我的工作和电脑一起倒数2010年的到来了。
今天,用了一整天的时间,独自画,彩了一幅超大张的图(布告栏的)!
厉害吧!哈哈。。。这是第一次哦! 1.17m*0.88m! 很大叻!
生病了还能这样,很不错了。要奖励自己。 xD
彩到我腰酸背疼了。T.T

2010年,SPM年
*汗*
糟糕!重要考试来了!开始有压力了。
怎么办?我还是被懒惰鬼控制着,要想尽办法摆脱它!
我想SPM真的没PMR这么容易了,不可以随便应付。
谁能救我啊?
明年也要烦恼毕业以后升学的问题了。
要选什么课系呢?
太多选择,
太多顾虑,
太多烦恼。
头痛啊!
真的要加油了!不要偷懒!

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

对不起

我今天才知道,
原来我改书很严格。
我真的真的不知道,我不是故意的。
非常抱歉!
我还一直以为我改书已经很松了。
学弟学妹们,真的委屈你们了。 >.<'''
有时候,你们不告诉我你们想什么,有什么意见。
我真的不知道的。
我也会有做错的时候,请你们一定要纠正我。

Duty 的时候,气氛很僵,很严肃。
我也是现在才知道的。
你们真的这样认为吗?
其实,也许我个人习惯了这样,所以不觉得气氛有什么不对。
可能你们会认为我很凶?很不友善?
以为我静静地在观察你们的表现?
其实,都不是。。。真的。。。
我很少会凶的。
不友善? 可能那天我生病了,身体不舒服。
所以看起来脸色不好。
我并没有真正地观察你们,你们放心。
只要做好你们的本分,我是不会怎样的。
老实说,duty的时候,我都忙不过来了,怎会有时间观察你们?
别把我想得太复杂。 >.<

其实,我也跟你们一样,只是希望做好本分。
我很少跟你们聊天,吵闹是因为我个人就是这样的,比较安静。
你们不用怕我。。。真的 >.<'''
有什么事情真的可以找我谈,
或者写在纸上托别人交给我(如果真的怕,可以匿名啦 >.<)

我真的看起来那么凶吗?
那么的不能谈吗?
那么的不友善吗?

非常对不起,我真的不知道你们想的东西是这样的。
以后,你们可以告诉我有什么不满。
只剩下半年,
我不希望你们在我接下来的带领下过得那么不愉快,战战兢兢。
我会尽量改进,多与你们交谈,关心你们。
我承认我的确忽略了这点,忽略了你们的感受。
我会尝试改进的!
真的真的非常对不起!
抱歉! >.<

病。病。病

今天早上生病还没好,就撑着去图书馆打扫除。
12pm,我等妈妈来载我。
怎知,她告诉我她去电头发了,要我她。
明明昨天就告诉她12pm了。
没关系,这不算是什么。
等就等吧,反正又不是没等人等过好几个小时。
问题是我超级饿,超级痛,超级病了
还要等她。 =.=
等的时候,真的是超无聊,超痛苦的。
要跟朋友聊天打发时间,可是没心情聊。
朋友们陆续地回家了。
只剩我一个人,想睡觉休息,可是又睡不着。
等。。。等。。。等。。。
快要3pm时,我妈才到学校。
载了我还去银行,我在车上又等。
我快要变成烧猪了。。。
3.++pm 才去吃午餐。
快饿死了啦!
过后,终于去看医生了。。。

重点:
进去后,我只告诉医生:" 耳朵昨天开始痛的,咳嗽伤风上星期就开始了。"
他就摸我的额头,说我发烧了。
看我喉咙后,说有很多痰,喉咙肿,喉咙发炎
问我是不是鼻子有塞着,我说有咯。
过后,就看我的鼻子,说鼻子发炎鼻子敏感
看我耳朵,他动到我耳朵时,是超痛的。他说耳朵发炎
糟糕!!!
怎么医生似乎比我还清楚我的身体状况?
他还说要喝温水,不要喝冰水,不要吃热气的食物。
这些话,我都听了几百遍。
从小听到大了。。。 T.T

那里的护士带我去洗鼻子
这还是我第一次听到洗鼻子这事。
当时,一头雾水。。。@.@
她用syringe吸了一些透明液体,然后喷进我鼻孔里。
叫我用力把鼻涕都弄出来。
虽然听起来,有点恶心。
可是对我来说,有比较好一点,至少鼻子没那么塞着,呼吸也顺畅了。
重复了几次,清理后,我出去等着拿药。

好多药要吃。 T.T
还要自己洗鼻子。 T.T
RM90. OMGosh!
那医生真好赚叻。
又浪费钱了。=.=

我到底怎么了?
从小到大都是这样。
看医生的次数数不清,吃过的药数不清。。。
低血压,常头晕,哮喘,皮肤敏感,鼻子敏感,咳嗽,伤风,发烧,脚常扭伤,抽筋。。。
够了哦!!! 到底要怎样?!
这个假期,我已经病了很多次。 =.=

Sunday, December 27, 2009

Amazing Coffee Art






















From : I Love Coffee

书就像是一杯咖啡





书就像咖啡
咖啡有很多种
书也有很多种

咖啡有
拉铁
摩卡
黑咖啡
卡布计诺

有人喜欢喝拉铁
有人喜欢喝摩卡
有人喜欢喝黑咖啡
有人喜欢喝卡布计诺

书有
侦探冒险
哲学道理
言情小说
历史文化

有人喜欢看侦探冒险
有人喜欢看哲学道理
有人喜欢看言情小说
有人喜欢看历史文化

每一杯咖啡都会有人去品尝
每一本书也都会有人去阅读

个人品味
个人口味
个人喜欢
个人喜好

每个人都会有属于自己的咖啡和书。。。

Thursday, December 24, 2009

A Very Great Great Day! (Christmas Eve)

Today morning went to school to have a small meeting.
After that, Form 3 juniors were all excited to get their PMR results.
Then we accompanied them to take their results and kacau kacau...hahaha...
They all get not bad results. Congratulation! ^^
Gambateh for F4 lives next year ya~
Not as easy as form 3 syllabus already. ^^

Hong Yan!!! Surprised!
I saw him in school!
He brought his relatives to come to school to take result.
That little boy with him was so cute and shy!
His eyes are so big!
Long time didn't see HY already, so surprised to see him.^^
Had a talk to him^^
Maybe we should hang out together one day.

When nearly to 12pm, i went to bekas's house to have a short break.
When i reached there, he was not in the house.
So i went in and waited him.
I was reading story book and felt tired until i slept on the sofa.
hahaha... The sofa was so nice to sleep on. ^^ Nice nap.
When i got up later, i was surprisingly saw Ah Ma and Yee Hang.
Long time didn't see Yee Hang also, i didn't expect he will come today. xD
I also ate mee at bekas house. xD Thx ya~

After a while, almost everyone gathered already.
Then we wanted to head to our destination-Sunway Pyramid already.
But then suddenly YX said she can go with us.
So we waited her for a while and went to SP.

When we reached there, we waited for other ppl to gather.
Then we went to buy Santa Hat for those who don't have.
We took few photos before going into Ice Rink.
Most of us went for ice-skating
And some of them went to shop and movie.

We were all so excited to ice-skate! woohoo~
There was so so so many ppl.
The whole ice skating process can't be describe through here. >.< style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">felt down once while ice-skating today!
I don't know how long i didn't fall down while ice-skating already.
=.= "Thx" to YH who contributed me to fall down. =.=
He helped me to break my record. =.=
I will remember this, YH!

This is the first time i tried to make ppl fall down.
Before this, i only help ppl to get up from falling down.
Today is another record for me... Making other ppl to fall down.
hahah.. xD
I was trying to scared YX,Ah Ma,SL,Billy,KW and who else?... i forgot already.
The funny part is SL.
I was just pushing him lightly and he got panic and almost fall down.
LOL! He was kept on saying he only skate on mountain and not normal floor.
Gao Gang! Bi Heng!

Lots of ppl felt down today because they don't know how to skate.
hahaha..xD
We went for dinner at Pizza Hut. Not bad huh~
We all talked a lot during dinner time.
Lot's of rubbish talks! But so funny!
Again SS-ing time after dinner, we took photos again.
And SL was crazy, performed stupid magic show to us and small childrens.
And they got scared. LOL!
Their parents told them not to talk to STRANGERS la! haha...
Then we watched other ppl ice-skating from upstairs for a while.
There was so few ppl only after we left!
Some of the ppl are so Pro at ice-skating.
I wish i could be like them. ^^
When almost 9pm, we all went back to house by few bekas's cars.

Conclusion:
I got closer to all of you those went to ice-skate.^^
I really enjoyed today!
Great Day!

The Very First Time:
~First time buy Santa Hat
~First time wear Santa Hat
~First time went to ice skate with lots of KRS frenz
~First time went to ice skate without parents accompany
~First time celebrate Christmas Eve with frenz

*Sorry*
To Lynn: I couldn't make it to the gathering.
To Ally: I didn't go to see ur performance and the Christmas Event in Church.
To Ying Khian: I didn't went to church for Christmas Celebrating.

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Or

Dark or Light

Love or Hate


Evil or Angel


Water or Land


White or Black


...or...
...or...
...or...

Monday, December 21, 2009

Think!

Thinking out of the box
Thinking out of the range
Thinking out of the space
Thinking out of the earth

Lack of inspire to "produce any product"
=.=
Missing my old products which is in someone hands.
xD
Need chinese software to post my products up.
T.T

~Lots of nonsense in this post~

Sunday, December 20, 2009

Femine VS Tomboy

Femine = girly style
Tomboy = tomgirl

I don't know what am i talking about.
>.< ~Broken nails~
I can't keep my nails long because they will "broke" easily.
I don't know why.
LOLz
But i lazy to cut my nails,
i always wait until one of the nails broke only i will cut the nails.

~High Heels~
I'm not good at wearing high heels. >.< style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">Skirt~
=.=
skirt?
ehmm...
I feel very very uncomfortable to wear skirt except school uniform.
You can hardly see me wearing a skirt even attending a dinner.
I will only wear skirt out of the blue...
maybe bout 6 or 8 months i wouldn't be wearing skirt even once.
I usually will wear trousers n t-shirt.
Comfortable outfit~ ^^

~Skin Care~
I would say what is that?!
oh gosh, i damn lazy to do all the facial n skin care things.
That's why you can always see many pimples and scars on my face.
I wish they can just go away from me without me doing anything.
I tried many products before but they just don't give any good effects.
After so much of trying, i really gave up.

~Tidy and Neat Room~
I don't own a room lor.
But my things are damn untidy.
All "scattering" everywhere...
After 2 days i clean and keep my things, things get untidy again.
I also faced problem to finds things or books after i keep my things.
LOLz...
I have too many books and they have no place to "stay".
Many books Less Cupboard~
That's why i just put my books everywhere.

~Possession~
Mostly girls' possession will be cosmetics, dresses and shoes.
Those girly stuffs~
But most of my possession are BOOKS.
If i have more money, after few years, my place will be like library.
Because there so so so many books that i wish i can buy them.
*Besides that, i still kept my childhood's barbie dolls. xD*
*But they are just my collection, not playing barbie anymore >.<*

I guess that's all i want to say bout this.
Conclusion is I'm suit in tomboy style...
hahahaha...
Actually it's a lame post... LOL!
Sry for taking your time to read my post. ^^

Friday, December 18, 2009

Good News

15 of Dec was my 2nd bro 24th birthday!
I had B'day Cake to eat!
Yay!
^^
I LOVE cakes!
Bro, hope u you like the present! ^^
hahaha XD
I also helped you to finish ur B'day cake!
LOL!

Another news is AIR-COND!
YEAH! We have a new air-cond already!
The old air-cond already function for almost 20 years.
Older than me >_<
haha...
It was not cold at all because it was too old lor...
New air-cond just nice!
^^

15/12/09 - 4S1 Class Trip

~3rd Day~

This morning we ate cup mi besides those went for buffet.
We played Cheat again!
After breakfast, we all started to pack our luggage to check out.

After checked out,
we went to rabbit's farm.
But there is no rabbit there, only left donkey.
We wonder if those rabbits scared by us until die already. xD
So we didn't go in and head back to Sunway.

We ate our lunch at a restaurant which is near to Sunway Pyramid.
That lunch was delicious too!
I like it!

After lunch, we went to Sunway Pyramid!
Most of us went to Redbox to sing k.
Some of them went for shopping.
After 2 hours, we gathered and went back KP.
We all wait for transport to go back home at there.

~THE END~

4S1 Memories Forever
I don't want the reason, I want the solution!
TEAMWORK
TRUST
COMMUNICATION

Thursday, December 17, 2009

14/12/09 - 4S1 Class Trip

~2ND DAY~

In the morning,
a few girls included me went to restaurant for a free breakfast with Mr.Wong.
Buffet!
That's not bad.
Foods that i ate are:
~Bread
~Beef
~Hot Dog
~Honey Star and Koko Crunch with Milk
~Strawberry and Grape Yogurt
~Guava Juice
I think i left out some...
All are so nice! I enjoyed that breakfast!
Usually i don't eat a lot in morning but I ate a lot on that morning!

After had our breakfast, we went back to apartment.
We had our telematch game after everyone had their breakfast.
We went to the padang pasir to play CAPTAIN BALL!
Nice game! Everyone involved.
Divided into 2 team: Black White and Colourful team.
Colourful Team won at last. ^^

After that, some guys went for swimming.
Again~Sad for can't go swimming.
Then we were free to do any activities on our own.
Most of the girls went back to apartment to rest.

Afternoon, we had our lunch in apartment.
Mee Soup. Normal though~

Then, we went to Sports Club to SPORTS!
All of us went for Bowling first.
That was the first time i play bowling...
My results were so bad. lol!
After Bowling, we went for any sports that we like.
I choose to try out Archery
since i'm interested in it nad never play before.
I found that i'm good at Archery!!!
Got POTENTIAL! YAY!
I want to play Archery again!
I also wanted to play Snooker but due to the time, i can't make it.
Other ppl also played badminton, squash, table tennis.
Some girls went back to apartment earlier to prepare dinner.

About 5pm, we went back to apartment to have our dinner.
Dinner's menu is fried rice with prawn and ABC soup.
Nice~
Some ppl took their bath included me at that time.

After that, we prepared to go for a NIGHT WALK about 9pm.
We all taught NIGHT WALK should be a walk at Japanese Tea House
and enjoy the night views which have many beautiful lights.
But then when we reached there, Botanical Garden!
It doesn't looked like a garden at all!
It is a JUNGLE!!!
OMG!
NIGHT WALK means Jungle Trekking In The Night!
Almost NO light at all!
Some more it was raining!
Totally different from what we all taught!

We lined up and divided into 2 teams
so that we can walked in easier.
1st phase is easy, the road was nice to walk.
We finished the phase 1 and stop for a while.
The guide said Phase 2 will be more difficult, no simen floor
and slippery due to the rain.
We discussed for a while and decided to continue that journey.
Before continuing, we were divided into 3 teams
because phase 2 was even harder to walk.
Sometimes, we hold hands to hands, hands to shoulders
in order to prevent we get lost inside there.
There was truly totally darkness.
For some period, i just closed my eyes and walked because we can't see anything.
What's the point for opening eyes?
Along the journey, we can heard some noises made by insects and animals.

At last, we make it!
The moral values were
TEAMWORK
TRUST
COMMUNICATION
As a team, we should have these values within each others.
A good experience!
Honestly, the whole journey of night walk wasn't that difficult for me.
I felt that was easy actually.

After the NIGHT WALK,
we went back to apartment.
We continue play cards games.
CHEAT! I love that game!
Some went to sleep.
This night , i slept at 3am something.

That's all for 2nd day journey for 4S1 class "camp"!
Interesting!
That day, i had many FIRST time!
First time:
~play bowling
~play archery
~jungle trekking in the night and in the rain

Good Day!

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

13/12/09 - 4S1 Class Trip

In the morning, we gathered at Acmar.
Our first destination is Batu Caves.
I didn't expect that!
My whole body muscles are so PAIN and I was so tired already!
There is 272 staircases to reach the top.
Finally i did it by suffering the pain!
We started to take a lot of photos at there.
Then we walked down 272 staircases again!
I was really... OMG!

About 11.30pm, we reached Bukit Tinggi, Pahang!
Due to bus driver timetable, he had to leave us here with our luggage.
We put our luggage at an empty space near the
parking place, playground, small swan lake.
We separate into few groups and went to the France Village to have fun.
Some boys looked after our luggage.

Afternoon, we went to have lunch in a restaurant in France Village.
Most of the ppl only ate burger which cost RM7.
We (perang segi empat: me,WH,On,CL) sat on the same table and
ordered a set of meal which contained:
1 whole roasted chicken
4 side dishes (butter rice, potato, tuna, salad)
4 desserts (muffins)
4 frostee (2 grapes and 2 mangoes drinks)
It costs us RM66 and add on 10% service tax and 5% gov. tax.
It is delicious! I love the roasted chicken and frostee!
We were so full after ate the meal! Worth it!

Then we went back to the place we put our luggage.
We just walking around there and waiting for check in.
I just too bored and tired. I laid down on the green grass and have a rest.
That's not bad. Don't have any chances to lay on the grass in city.
City's grass are all dirty
and ppl will think you are crazy laying down on the grass.
After that, we all went to the playground to have some fun
while still waiting to check in.
We waited for so so so long time.

At last, Mr. Wong help us to talked to the counter ppl.
He talked very fiercely and kinda like scolding that ppl.
He said something to that man than made me unforgettable.
"I want to see your manager now!"
"Ok, I will ask later."
"You better make sure i can talk to the manager in 10 minutes!"
I like the last sentence. The manager really came out within 10 minutes.
Another sentence: I don't want the reason, I want the solution!
This became our slogan. xD
The manager explained a lot and led us to the temporary room to rest.
Then everyone carried their luggage to the room groups by groups.
We finally all in the room about 3.45pm.
Their service were sucks!
We reached there by 11 something but we check in at 3.45pm.
What kind of service was this?!
And some more it was a temporary room, not our room!
By the way, we had fun after that.

The apartments are so big! I love it!
1 shoes' room
4 rooms
3 bathrooms
2 living rooms
1 kitchen with dining table
few TVs
And the scene from our apartment is so nice!

After that, guys went for water polo
but girls can't get into the swimming pool because of no proper attire.
So sad...
Girls went back to the our REAL room and have rest.
Some other girls were preparing the steamboat dinner already.
At night, we had our dinner together in apartment.
Everyone was wanting the seafood tofu included me!
That dinner was delicious too!
Thanks to those who prepared this dinner.

Next, we went to the sports club by small bus.
We sang and screamed all the way to there.
Besides the road are jungles,
we shouldn't make noises on the road but we were too high!
When we reached there, there is not enough space for us to play.
The sports club activities will be on the next day for us.
So we went back to France Village and have some walk.
We took many photos included the GIANT 4S1 at that night.

After walked and took lots of photos, we went back to apartment.
We played cards game until midnight.
Heart Attack!!! We were so noisy because of the game.
Other ppl were playing other cards game and with "maths and money".
Some ppl just went to sleep already.
After so much of HEART ATTACK, i slept at 2am something.

That's all for 4S1 Class Trip first day journey!
Tomorrow, I will continue post up the 2nd day journey.
2nd day was much more excited!

12/12/09 - KRS Bkt Cahaya Camp

First of all,
i want mention this is a 3 days camp but i only managed to go for one day.
So sorry to all KRS members and AJk and myself.

In the morning, I follow bekas senior's car to go to Bkt Cahaya.
At first i scare i will get lost at there because i never went there before.
I also not good at memorize road.
When i reached there, i went to F4 chalet straight away.
Wow! It's squeezy for all of us!

After a while, Ah Te also reached here already.
I went to help them carry things because i want to walk more
and recognize the place.
When we went back to chalet, we wait for bus and
have a short travel until Empangan Sungai Baru(the farest place)
I look at the map along the road and try to memorize the place.
Then we stop at Taman Haiwan and walked back to chalet.
I think i can almost memorize the road already.

After that, we went for Jungle Trekking.
This is the first time i went to jungle trekking with KRS members.
Quite nice although we met a little problem during that period.
We did it successfully!
Then we all are so tired and walked back to our chalet
from Empangan Sungai Baru.
Really far away!

After Jungle Trekking,
we had our lunch which prepared by makanan group and some bekas seniors.
Not bad though~
And next should be the treasure hunt
which we prepared with sweat and hearts.
But due to the short of time and juniors' stamina,
we need to canceled it or we can call it make some changes.
Feel sad for this because I really looking forward for this activity
which i involved the most of this preparation.

After those changes, the treasure hunt become less challenges
and kind of bored.
Juniors prepared for Malam Kebudayaan afterwards.
I followed bekas seniors went for fishing.
I took this chance to walked more in Bkt Cahaya.
Juniors took bath at the same time.

After went back to chalet, MK is about to begin already.
There is another group of Pengakap from KL joining our MK.
I remembered the ducky song. How cute~
They are nice too.
It's time for theme song but we faced some problem and can't play CD.
At last, sing without the music.

Next is BBQ time.
I love the Cincau Barli drinks!
Thx to makanan group!
About 10pm something, I had to come back home.
Then again i followed senior's car came back.

I was really tired and whole body muscles were so pain.
Next day, i need to go for class trip.
I was thinking how am i going in that condition.T.T
But I don't want to miss it so at last i went to trip on next day.

Anyway, I really enjoyed one day camp at Bkt Cahaya.
Nice place~nice environment~
Great!

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

After Sickness

~Leg~
After i sprained my leg ankle, i rest for quite long time n recover almost fully.
But now, i feel the leg ankle pain come back to me already!
I don't want! OMG!
I feel this pain for these few days already
and i couldn't know why the pain come back to me.
But nobody notice my pain since i just keep it to myself. =.=
I don't dare to tell my parents T.T
If they know, then i can't go out so often!
No!no!no! Pain, leave me alone!!!
I HATE YOU!!!
LET ME GO, YOU EVIL!
I still want to dance with my legs!
YOU GO AWAY!

~Sick~
After that almost 2 weeks of sickness,
I have a habit that i always wear jacket to go out no matter where i go.
I don't know why.
During that 2 weeks, i always wear jacket while i want to go out.
After that, i eventually have this habit to wear jacket.
These few weeks also keep on raining,
maybe bring jacket along is a right choice.
After recover, i still always get flu easily especially in the morning. >.< I HATE FLU!
Shiu~shiu~ go away!!!
I don't like you!!!

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Recently...Randomly...

1st~
SPM 12 subjects now???!!!
What the heck!
On August, i already stop Mr. Sugu's Acc tuition.
Now ~!@#$%^&*()_+ Government announce SPM for 2010 can take 12 subjects!
I'm thinking want to take back this Acc subject or not.
If I want to take acc subject, then i need to catch up 4 months lessons.
That's very hard for me because i'm a lazy piggy =.=
I have to decide soon if not i'm gonna be in a big trouble T.T

2nd~
About colouring...
Since form 3, i didnt colour anything for a long time already...
Because of notice board, i take out all my colouring tools to start my work...
i don't like colouring
But i found my childhood feelings during those colouring work...
Feel like going back to primary school ^^
Not bad though~

3rd~
I started to write a long story.
It's a love story.
Hope i can finish writing it during this holidays
and post it up in my another blog
I don't want talk too much about this
Because want to let readers figure it out themselves.
^^

At last, hope i can use this holidays wisely.
Time flies~ gosh!... >.<
*My pc don't have chinese programme ...
*I want to type in CHINESE!!! >.<'''

Saturday, December 5, 2009

绿叶什么时候才能不用衬托出花朵的特色而能受到众人的关注?

绿叶 什么 时候 才能 不用 衬托 出花朵 的 特色 而 能 受到 众人 的 关注 ...

Whenever i'm alone or at the night, i always think a lot...
one of those is
绿叶 什么 时候 才能 不用 衬托 出花朵 的 特色 而 能 受到 众人 的 关注?

Honestly, i don't like being a
绿叶 although i love green
(That's no the matter of the colour though xD)

I just don't know why i'm always the one who be the
绿叶~
Sometimes, i try my best to be a
花朵...
But obviously, i failed many times to be
花朵...
Although i was trying so hard, but i'm still
a 绿叶...

I don't like the feeling~

Maybe because of my personality, appearance, or anything else...
Seems that i
注定 to be a 绿叶...
唉~

I want to be a 花朵 someday!!!
I know someday i will success~
maybe now its not the time for me
haiz~

Feel very
辛苦 and 纳闷 now...
A rock is 压 on my heart now...
haiz~
*trying hard*

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

December

1st of December already...
but i'm still keep on playing with FB =.=
i know i shouldn't online that much but sometimes i just cant control myself
Addicted already >.<

This holidays, i don't know what had i done
Just keep on wasting time on the "web" and chatting
Hope i will control myself not to online so often and waste time~
Haiz~ hope this holidays will be longer~ *Dreaming*

Anyway, today i got a really great good news!
Yay~ Finally i can go Bukit Cahaya Camp!
But only for 1 day not for 3 days 2 nights la~ better than nothing though... >.<
I can help on the camp... haha...
This is the 1st time i go leh... but still cant go for whole camp...
My dad lar... haiz~ dunno how to communicate with him...
AGRRRR~~~ Haiz~~~ no choice...

And thx to the bekas that said he can fetch me on that day~
Really cause trouble for you >.< Millions of thx to you! xD

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Chinese!

Quite a long time, i didn't update my blog here...
PC format already n don't have Chinese software...
I can't type in Chinese =.=
I need Chinese software!!!
So i can talk more at here ~
haha...
nothing much to say now because i can't type in Chinese =.=

Jz
wish everyone get well soon~

Sunday, November 8, 2009

昆虫


*I found out orange body with black spot ladybird is called harlequin ladybird ^_^*

今天在院子洗鞋的时候,
有一只昆虫飞来停在我的脚上。
我发现到是一只Ladybird。
Orange body with black spot.
This is the first time i saw ladybird with this kind of colour.
Last time, i only saw ladybird with red body and black spot.
^^
Long time didnt see ladybird edi...
Such a cute insect~
找回童心。。。哈哈

以前,看到任何昆虫,都会把它们抓起来,放在一个盒子里。
然后观察它们。。。
不过,到最后它们都很可怜,被我弄死了。 T.T
所以,现在我是不会去抓昆虫的,只是静静地观察它们。
然后,看着它们飞走和爬走。
^^
我已经很少看到这么可爱的昆虫了。
所以不忍心弄死它们。。。
哈哈。。。

早上

今天早上,我妈妈叫我起身陪她和爸爸去晨跑。
我赖床。不想起身。
到最后,我被她摸醒了。别误会,她的确是摸我摸到我起身。=.=

有时候,父母还是像个小孩一样,要儿女陪伴。
多注意父母,关心他们吧!父母是需要我们的。
虽然我扭到的脚还没完全康复,但是去散散步,我还是行的。
所以,就陪父母去散步咯~

在那公园,我爸遇到朋友,我妈遇到亲戚的亲戚。
而我只遇到阿狗阿猫,没遇到任何我认识的人。

回家之前,我去那里的游乐场荡秋千。
我有多久没荡秋千了啊?
荡秋千的感觉真好。。。

没家教

我家附近有很多印度人居住。
都是没家教的。

最近,我妈妈的车门有被别人企图撬开的痕迹。
相信是一群没家教的印度年轻人干的好事。
直到前天,车旁边的望后镜被别人打破。
相信是那群没家教的印度年轻人偷不到车里的东西而报复的。

这些人真的是越来越过分
这已经不是第一次了
我开始觉得我住的地方越来越危险了

以前到现在的经历:
1。邻居帮印度小孩起身,他诬赖邻居弄他跌倒,他父母还来追究。(这小孩很会说谎)

2。印度男性大人几乎每天半夜在路边喝酒,开车的speaker,开到很大声,然后聊天到凌晨。
(你不要睡,别人就不用睡觉啊?!)

3。印度年轻人骑摩托车超速,撞到我妈妈的车,不肯赔钱,还给假的家地址。最后,终于找到他家,解决了。(欠扁的!)

4。印度小孩子很喜欢偷东西。我家已经有好几样东西被他们偷了。(吃饱没事做,是吗?!没家教!)

5。印度小孩骑脚踏车,特地去撞人。(白痴啊?!)

6。印度小孩,年轻人都常常破坏公物。(公物不是你的,别人还要用的叻!)

7。家附近发生过几起杀人的案件,都是与印度人有关的。(危险!!!他们好像有枪~.~)

总之,他们都是无恶不做的。
我想他们的父母,祖宗是没教他们的。
真是没家教!!!

我们这些受害者虽然很生气却又很无奈。
因为没有证据证明他们的错。
报警???警察的办事能力更不用讲了,大家都心里有数。
只能继续的无奈。。。哎。。。

*对不起,我并不是种族歧视。我并不是讨厌印度人,只是我家这里的印度人太没家教了。*

Saturday, November 7, 2009

毕业典礼

今天,2009年11月6日,去看了F5的毕业典礼。
有些表演很不错,有些还好。

重点是我想到明年就是到我站在这个台上毕业了。。。
不舍。。。
回想起,F1进学校时,还很天真,无知。。。
那时候,什么事情都靠seniors,没太多的烦恼。
现在seniors都毕业了,我们这批人就要靠自己了
不只要独立,还要带领学妹学弟。。。
烦恼也变多了。。。

时间过得这么快,剩下一年了。
要好好享受这一年,与朋友相处。
希望以后我们毕业后,还可以常联络,见面。。。
大家都要好好相处哦!
中学生涯是一段很珍贵的人生过程。。。
尽量留下美好回忆吧!
^^

在此,也祝学长学姐们
前程似锦!
SPM 加油咯!
往属于自己的天空飞去吧!

Saturday, October 31, 2009

坦白 好吗

今天,发现到这件事。
其实,我有被吓到,但我依然镇定,努力地分析情况,处理好思绪。

不应该隐瞒
不应该欺骗

我知道你们是出自于一番好意。
可是你们这样做,真的很不对。
也许多数人会反对,但至少也要让我们知道。
虽然我对你们说过这样做是OK的,行得通的,我会支持你们这样做,
但是不可以有任何隐瞒,任何欺骗。
你们隐瞒欺骗,会让更多人不满意,生气你们。

你们不要把一切都扛在自己的身上,对我们坦白吧!
无论发生什么事情还是问题,我都很愿意与你们一起去承担它。
这是一个包袱,大家都有责任,一起扛吧!

不要再搞什么神秘了!
有事就当面讲,当面讨论。
不要自己私下处理,我们是在一起的。

还有,可以不要分高低层吗?
我很不喜欢这样的处理方式。

我们应该对彼此坦白。
我想大家真的应该一起讨论我们之间有什么问题,
直接当面说出自己的想法。

我很累了。。。

请不要再隐瞒
请不要再欺骗

坦白,好吗?

Thursday, October 29, 2009

新部落格

我这几年来的作品将抛头露面了!

我的新部落格只是放我的作品。
而我的生活点滴只会记载在这里。

大多数的作品都是未经过别人修改的,所以有什么不好,请大家纠正我。
部落格的作品包括了诗,作文,字句,微型小说等等。
我也正在考虑着写短篇或长篇小说。
希望我会有恒心完成小说吧!
作品的灵感都来自于生活上的事物,经历过的事情,读过的文章。

暂时还没有放我的作品上新部落格。
有一些以前的作品还在某某人的手上,所以拿回后,才放上部落格。
至于最近的作品,过一两天,我就会开始开工了!
大家敬请期待吧!

枫猪的作品

小女子的粗俗作品。请多多指教!

^_^

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

忙碌生活,习惯就好

要考完试了,
现在好像突然间变到很忙。。。
又开始恢复到忙碌的生活了。。。

有时候,忙碌是件好事,也是件坏事
好事:可以不浪费时间,充实自己
坏事:休息时间减少了

^^

习惯就好

Monday, October 26, 2009

As Constant As The Sun


You Are As Constant As The Sun For Me
!!!

^_^

Sunday, October 25, 2009

误会和针对

你们真的一定要查清楚,才可以这样做!!!
我知道你们针对他,但是不可以因为这样,而不查清楚,就乱做决定!
真的真的真的要查清楚,要有可靠的证据,才可以下判断。

也许只是个误会,千万不要冤枉他。
如果他真的做错了,也该让他有解释的机会。
然后,才做决定。
每个人都会有做错的时候,每个人都有被原谅的资格。
看情况,才选择要不要原谅吧。

我以前就是因为一个误会。。。
被你们排斥,排挤了好久的一段时间。。。
那时候,我真的不知发生了什么事,我不在场
我想搞清楚事情,可是你们都不理我,当我是局外人
根本不给我了解情况和解释的机会!
我真的很冤枉啊!
我被夹在两群人中,我真的不知要怎么做!
到现在,那裂缝是不能修补回去的。
即使修补了,也有疤痕在那伤口上。

误会真的很伤人,尤其你不给那人解释的机会的时候!
所以你们要查清楚!
这件事可不是闹着玩的!
你们没经历过这样的事,你们不了解这种心情。
那时候,我真的很痛苦!!!

然后,我希望你们不要再针对任何一个人了
我就是因为被某些人针对,而觉得很无奈。。。
我不知道他们针对我的原因,
我不知道他们不爽我什么。。。
他们也不当面跟我说。。。
他们每次看到我,就脸黑黑地对我,以很不爽的语气跟我讲话
我很。。。真的。。。
我讨厌这种感觉!
我很痛苦!

拜托!!!
这样的态度是很不成熟的,很幼稚!
我们都这么大了,不小了。。。
可以不要有这种心态吗?

我知道针对是人之常情,
可是你们可以减少吗?

我知道误会很容易发生,
可是你们可以避免吗?

你们保持这样的心态,会造成一些人的困扰,只是你们不知道!
就像我被误会,被针对,
我真的很痛苦,可是根本没人帮我,大家都不知道这件事情。。。
有些事你们没经历过,你们不了解那种心情。
但是我经历过了,我不希望历史重演
而这次可能就是我们这班人造成别人的困扰和痛苦!

我不要这样的事情发生在他们身上!!!
真的很不好受!!!

我想对那些误会过我,不让我解释的人,针对我的人说:
"你们很白痴!很幼稚!"
不过,算了,事情都已经过去了。。。
再追究,也没用,始终都会有疤痕。。。

Saturday, October 24, 2009

有时候

有时候,会厌倦这样的生活。。。

偶尔想把一切抛到脑后。。。

不想再负责任。。。

负太多的责任是会辛苦的。。。

觉得有点烦又无奈。。。

自我矛盾。。。

自己做选择,自己要负责。。。

Friday, October 23, 2009

今天

今天终于考完了重要的科目。。。
可以放轻松了。。。

考完试后,我去 HQ Delta 补习
1.30pm-3.30pm Chemistry
4.30pm-6.45pm Add. Maths
原本还以为我一定会在补习时"钓鱼"的,怎知很奇迹地没有哦!

因为这四天来,我大概总共只睡了10个小时。
我竟然还没生病,很好!
平时如果这样连续几天不够睡眠,一定会生病的。
或许现在还不是生病的时候,下星期还有考试。。。
下星期后,才能确定我到底会不会生病。
每次都是等到做好东西,完全放下负担时,才会突然生病的。
今年的MUT就是这样,MUT后第二天就无缘无故地生病了。
抱歉,那时候,我没办法去帮忙大家收拾场地。

其实,现在我的脑袋里也是热烘烘的。。。
不是说很好的状态咯~
还是要上网盲游。。。
看到很多F4的都很放松了,很多人上网了。。。呵呵。。。
好像今天就考完试了。。。

晚餐,我吃Pizza和Durian。。。
最近热气了,还吃这些,不照顾身体。。。>.<
这几天,我拼命地灌水,喝"羊参脚"泡的水(福建话) 据我妈的言论,"羊参脚"可以降体内的热气。。。
我也拼命地涂"西瓜霜"在我口破的地方,"西瓜霜"很有效哦!
我爸也帮我擦脚扭到的伤,渐渐好了。。。 我有点脚痒了>.<想跳舞了!

脚伤都还没完全好。。。呵呵。。。

最近我也到处去click click click...
去看很多人的部落格,包括了歌手Yise,By2的。。。
去读朋友的部落格。。。
没什么特别事,就是无聊去乱按链接 xD

我也在自己的部落格养了几只小动物
就是:两只龟龟,一只丝丝
我的宠物,总共有:
六只鱼鱼,两只龟龟,一只丝丝
由于家里不能养宠物,只好在这里养咯。。哈哈。。。
丝丝很害羞,龟龟很胆小哦,它们会躲起来的。。
有时候,要花一些时间来诱它们现身
我的部落格迟早会变成动物园。。。xD

好了,已经很迟了,我要去补充我的睡眠
而且明天要早起,去开会。。。
祝大家晚安!

Thursday, October 22, 2009

?Ghost in a mirror?

~ehmmm.....
*trying to use back english language in this post..sry bcoz i hav only broken english, not pro english

These few days...examing and i still blogging n fb-ing everyday...
jz too lazy and no motivation =.=
get into bed when nearly to morning..health is not in good condition..

Yesterday and today morning,
i thought i saw a ghost in mirror...yea~look like ghost...guess wat?

HAH! it's ME!

my face looks freaking pale, jz like white paper...
lips dun hav any blood colour(translate from mandarin)..
my eyes become even smaller bcoz i got panda eyezzz =.=
these few days..i look like ghost in the morning..
i got better after taking my breakfast...at least my lips got a little bit of blood colour after breakfast...

Feel so sleepy all the day
arh~~~*yawning*
i guess i was a piggy last few decades ago..xD
jz know how to eat n sleep...this is wat my parents say about me now and then..hahaa
*i even having some snacks in my mouth while blogging now*

anyway, i'm a human now.a student.a kwang hua student.a science class student.
so i'm going to wish that i could concentrate on my revision for tmr examination....
although i know i will not do that...xD

that's all for this english post...lolz
thx for those who read this stupid and broken language post...
haha...^_^
*tried out some colours on this post*

坏家伙

黑眼圈
眼睛浮肿
痘痘
口破
舌头破
脚痛
头痛
。状况非常地不好。
~熬夜~
。考试时,打瞌睡。
~懒惰~
。上网瞎逛,盲游。

=.=
考试
=.=
谁是你爸你妈?
=.=
为什么生下你这个坏家伙?!
=.=

快点考完试吧!
我要发疯了!
(发疯的意识是忍不住要放纵自己了,不是真的疯 >.<) 放纵自己去发疯! 溜冰是我考试后,最最最想做的事! ICE RINK, I KNOW U MISS ME SO MUCH!
WAIT FOR ME!
I'M COMING SOON!
HAHAHA...~~~xD

Thursday, October 15, 2009

日期:15日10月2009年

时间:大约7.35am

地点:光华国民型中学,4S1教室(啦啦队室)外的楼梯

事情的经过:
今天第一张要考的是BM(2)。考试前,和朋友一起去上厕所,免得考试到一半才想去。
我为了争取最后的时间来冲刺,便一边看书一边走路去厕所。
到楼梯时,我看书,朋友跟我讲话。当我要回应朋友时,就分心了,不注意梯级。
脚一踩空,跌下楼梯了。。。幸好只是跌下一两个梯级而已。
但是脚扭到了!
过后就回班考试了。因为脚痛让我分心了,没办法专心作答。
BM(2) 剩下一些些没来得及做完。 可恶,我原本是来得及做完的!
浪费了一些分数。。。唉。。。
下课后,便继续考BI(1)。
还好,做得完。
放学后,我并没有回家,反而直接去补习。
脚越肿越大了。。。"读书不要命" >.< 补完习就回家了,在车上我忍着不让眼泪流。。。 我不习惯在别人面前流泪,即使是家人。。。 一到家里,就去厕所冲凉,偷偷地哭。。。

时间: 7.15pm
刚开始,我有两个选择:
1)看西医,打针
2)看铁打师,敷药膏
我选择(2),因为小时候常扭到脚都是看铁打师,敷药膏的。
可能对这种治疗方法比较熟悉吧,所以选(2)了。
我也不喜欢打针,虽然会快点好。。。
经过了大概12小时,我才去看铁打师。
原本已经很肿的脚被包扎成大象脚了。。。
备注: 我的朋友们都没发现到我的脚受伤了。。。
我告诉他们后,他们才知道。。。
是我掩饰得太好了吗? 我生病时,都没人会发现到我有什么不妥。。。
也许是我总是在别人面前硬撑吧。 我也不想的啊!
这就是我的性格。。。唉。。。
在厕所里哭?为了什么? 痛吗?发泄生活上的压力?
觉得自己常生病的身体,自己的不小心造成父母的负担?
我也不知道为什么。。。纯粹哭而已。。。
上星期一才泻肚子而已,现在又扭到脚了 =.=
写到这里,想起你。。。 谢谢你上星期一陪我聊天,让我分散注意力,才不会那么pek chek...^_^
我到底扭过几次脚呢? 我自己都记不起了。。。
希望不会有下次了,我这双脚还要保存着来跳舞的。。。
扭过太多次会有后遗症的。。。
希望不会影响我跳舞。。。=.='''

总之,这一次我不会再硬撑了。
我现在要告诉大家:
"我的脚从早上到现在都很痛很痛很痛很痛很痛~~~~!!!"


总之,这一次我不会再硬撑了。
我现在要告诉大家:
"我的脚从早上到现在都很痛很痛很痛很痛很痛~~~~!!!"


总之,这一次我不会再硬撑了。
我现在要告诉大家:
"我的脚从早上到现在都很痛很痛很痛很痛很痛~~~~!!!"

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

感动-ing

今天早上收到一本小册子。。。
我拿到手里的时候,在想:这是什么东西啊?
上面有我的名字,留言录,friday的字眼。
谁给我的啊?
我好奇地翻开册子。。。
翻开第一页,我就发现到是friday form5 seniors写给我的寄语,留言。。。
我真的很surprise!
没想到你们会做这么一本册子给我。
很谢谢你们!!!
我很感动,感动得流泪了。。。
谢谢你们花心思做给我!
你们都称赞我,给我劝告,对我有期望。。。
还有写一些对我的感觉。。。

To: LJ
你感动了?我没想到我区区的一封信可以让你感动。哈哈 xD
谢谢你的劝告。我会吸取你的劝告的。
我会怀念你的!

To:RY
为什么会压力啊?哈哈。。。
3B班也会有不勤劳,不读书的学生,我就是其中一个。。。
学习能力强?包书上手?
我还一直认为自己包书很差叻。。。>.<。。哈哈。。。 谢谢你欣赏我的能力。。。
为了制服团体而放弃图书馆?别担心,我是肯定不会这样做的!

To:LW

陌生感?难以捉摸?也许是吧!
成熟?许多秘密?神秘的多愁善感?
可能是因为我很少笑,很少说话的关系
我也不常与你们玩闹。。。
没关系,不用道歉,一年的时间你根本不可能会很认识我。。。
因为我从小学认识到现在的朋友都不会了解我的。。。呵呵。。。

To:HY
MP,你开心就好。。。
你有看我的部落格哦?
^^ 尽力就好
好吧。。。我尽量保持这种心态吧。。
其实,我也没有追求完美啦。。。哈哈。。。

To: All friday form 5 seniors
请放心,我一定会尽力做好我的本分的。
其实,我都不会觉得你们忽略了我,只是我不爱讲话。。。
所以不用觉得抱歉。。。

下课时,遇到了RY,LW,HY。。。
看到你们,我又感动得流泪了。。。
真的非常非常感动!
我自己也不知道自己会那么激动。。。哈哈。。。
谢谢你们咯!!!
祝你们SPM顺利!
加油!Good Luck!

Sunday, October 11, 2009

考试季节到了

考试季节到了!
WAR is coming!

To all F3: Take easy on PMR. Don't be too nervous. Answer question as usual! Good Luck!

To all F4: My frenz, i think u all started revision long time ago right? I only started these few days.=.= Gambateh all!

To all F5: Study hard n smart! Be prepare for SPM. ^^ Wish u all get good results!

大家一起上战场吧!
你我都不是孤独的!
加油加油加油!!!

记得考试不是你人生的全部!
就算考不及格,也只是个小小的挫折,千万不要自暴自弃。
未来的路还很长呢!

*第一次在一天里写这么多,而且接近考试了>.<*

星期二

星期二!
我很感谢星期二Form3-5的librarians!
你们真的帮了我很多的忙。。。
F5教导我
F4辅助我
F3支持我
没有你们,也不会有我这个星期二的Setiausaha Pengurusan/Ketua Kumpulan。

我当上了SUP后,F3 n F4 都很配合我,听我话。。。
F3的Junior都很出色,有时比我还厉害>.< 不过,我以你们为傲,当上你们的SUP是我的荣幸! 我超级感激F4的,你们真的真的帮了我很多! 虽然有时候,你们很懒惰。。。(包括我自己)>.< 我爱星期二的librarians!

特别感谢F5的senior,
Ke Lin: Ex-KK of Tuesday >.< Thank you a lot! teached me how to do kk works,duty things...many more...I love the necklace u made for me. Surprisingly match me n really nice! It's my style! U choose the right black pearl! 爱你哟!

Wei Yan: 我觉得你真的很照顾我,也帮了我很多。。。你走之后,library的事情就不知要向谁说。有时候,我想找你聊library的事,但是你退休了,我又不想让你太担心。结果还是没找你。总而言之,超谢谢你的!

谢谢你们!^o^

星期五

经过一段时间的观察后,
我发觉到星期五的中四librarians改进了许多,尤其是其中一个人。。。
好高兴哦!
那天,我们四个人不约而同的到"你家炸鸡店"去吃午餐。
好巧啊!
我们坐在一起聊天,其实都是废话一堆。。呵呵
那时候笑最多的人是我吧!
只可惜并不是所有星期五的都在。。。

我发现到我离开星期五后,与你们相处时会更加融洽,轻松,愉快。。。
这种感情也很不错。。。^^
希望大家继续改进自己的态度,保持友好的关系!

致:以前和现在的所有星期五的中四librarians
(yih shuin,yong sheng,tean keat,seh lok,yaw xian)
我爱你们哟!!!
星期五F3的librarian 也要加油哦!
^^

From,
Ex-Friday Librarian(枫猪)

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

。。。一团糟的情绪。。。


无意间看到了那时候的照片,
我一一地看。。。

虽然一早就开始收拾心情,
尽量接受这事实。。。

但我心里难免还是觉得不好受,
总是觉得自己比别人差。。。

根本无法用言语来形容那天的心情
当我看到那些照片,那种心情好像又回来了。。。

怎么办啊?
哎呀,内心正拼命地挣扎。。。

不过,我答应过大家的事,我一定会做到!
我不会让你们看扁我的!

希望到最后,
我不会后悔当初自己作出的抉择。。。
我不要就这样白白的渡过我的中学生涯。。。
我真的想要快快乐乐地渡过我在中学剩下约一年的时光。。。

真的。。。
要乐观。。。
不要后悔。。。

我想哭了。。。
却没有眼泪。。。

Friday, September 25, 2009

笑话中有意思

<读者>合订本里的一则笑话
本人觉得满有意思的,所以与大家分享。

即学即用
妻子刚读完一本情感小说,对丈夫有感而发:"其实女人并非想让男人为她解决什么问题。有时候,只要男人把她紧紧搂在怀里,告诉她一切都会好起来的,这样就行了。"
第二天,汽车轮胎瘪了。丈夫没去修,只是把妻子紧紧搂在怀里说:"别担心,亲爱的,一切都会好起来的。"
*完毕*

"其实女人并非想让男人为她解决什么问题。有时候,只要男人把她紧紧搂在怀里,告诉她一切都会好起来的,这样就行了。"

这句话一点都没错,我相信每个女人都是这样的。只是男人不了解为什么这样,男人都想有问题就解决啊,没什么大不了的。这就是女人与男人的差别,任何人都无法解释为什么会这样,这应该要去问上帝吧。女人只是希望从男人身上得到谅解,安慰,安全感,温馨的感觉。。。就这么简单,但又是如此的复杂。两性之间永远无法解释的问题。。。呵呵。。。

Monday, September 21, 2009

^_^



非常谢谢你!
真的非常谢谢你。。。^^

你抽空出来听我倾诉,听我讲心事,听我罗嗦。。。
哈哈。。。
与你聊天,可以让我放松,开心
老实说,我希望我们可以像这样常常一起聊天
虽然大多数时间都是我在讲话,你在听。。。呵呵。。。
你会不会闷呢?哈哈。。。

谢谢你给的鼓励。。。
我会尽量去做我应该做的事
我会尽量让自己更加开心地过每一天。。。^o^

还有日记。。。哈哈。。。
你看的时候,是不是觉得很废,白痴。。。
不用太认真地看那些日记啦。。。哈哈

总而言之,谢谢你!!!
hl fkzc vd lds!
sgzmj xnt!

Sunday, September 20, 2009

愈看愈浓-刘庸

*你看几遍,就是几遍"我爱你",愈看愈浓,那些字不但跑不掉,
而且味道愈看愈浓。。。。。。*


"谈恋爱好忙哦!"一个学生对我说,"晚上要约会,夜里要通电话,打完电话还得写情书。"
"这是何苦呢?有话在约会和打电话的时候都讲了,何必要写信?写,多慢!?"我说。
"那可不同了!话是用讲的、用听的;信,是用写的、用看的。"学生理直气壮地说,"说一句‘我爱你’,听完就没了,写出来,可不同!你看几遍,就是几遍‘我爱你’,那些字不但跑不掉,而且味道愈看愈浓。"
她的这番话,使我想起有一年办师生画展,一位美国学生说,她特别寄了份请帖给女儿,要女儿来参加开幕酒会。
"女儿住得远吗?"我问。
"跟我住一起,还没嫁呢!"
"那么何不交给她?"
学生一笑:"交的不等于寄的,你一天可以交几十样东西到家人手里,邮差却只来一次。当她看到贴着邮票的信封上,有我亲笔写的字时,感觉就‘重’多了!"
这也使我想起一位老朋友的话:
"结婚二十年了,夫妻从没分开过,即使远行,也是一块儿。最近有急事,他临时由办公室要快速公司送回一件东西,拿到手上,我吓一跳,有种好怪的感觉。"她幽幽地说,"他的笔迹、我的名字。都二十年了,不曾看过他写来的半封信。那一刹那,好像又回到了寄情书的时候,多熟悉,又多遥远的笔迹啊!"
老朋友的话,没多久,就在我身上得到了印证。
虽然总是出国,每周一通电话,甚至两周、三通,声音亲切,也就觉得人在身边。前两天,妻寄来帮我校对的稿子,顺便夹了封信,也夹来好多感觉。
信仍然是密密麻麻的,用她工整的小字,一笔不拘地写。有些地方笔迹、墨色突然有了改变,想必是分几次写成。或许也正因为如此吧!有些段落显得开朗乐观,有些则变得消沉。消沉的或是深夜完成的。只是,写的人不自觉;读的人,却有了高低的感触。
我一遍又一遍地读。突然想起周梦碟的诗---
向水上吟诵你底名字,
向风里描摹你底踪迹,
贝壳是耳,纤草是眉发,
你底呼吸是浩瀚的江流。。。。。。
<孤峰顶上>
信,居然是如此吞吐辽阔的!我可以一句一句地读,也能一笔一笔地追索。仿佛顺着那些笔触,能看见到她书写时的姿态,抓住她书写的心情。
于是,我想:电话是否像电视剧一样,虽然生动,却剥夺了我们读小说时所有的"空间"。
那是一种用心灵创造的空间。在心里勾画出一幅图画、一片风景。
我也想:
有好的感觉,好听的话,除了说给另一半听,也应该写下来。让读的人,追摹你的笔迹、你的心情。如同我学生说的:
"那些字不但跑不掉,而且味道愈看愈浓!"

大家赶快拿起笔写封信,寄给你身边的人吧!
很有味道的哦!

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

行尸走肉


我快变成行尸走肉了,还是应该说已经变成行尸走肉了。。。
我自己也不知道,搞不清楚
每天起身都重复做一样的东西
起床,上学,补习,课外活动,回家,睡觉。
日复一日。。。

我似乎对这个世界失去了热情,兴趣
对任何事物都提不起劲
对学业,少年军队,图书馆,华文学会都渐渐地失去了热情。。。
我已厌倦人类虚假的一面,做作的态度,可恶的行为(包括我自己与身边的朋友们)
不知有什么办法让我改变态度,重新出发,重新认识这个世界

我已不记得我最后一次真正从心底发出的笑声是何时的事了
如今,还有什么事是可以让我真正的开心,让我笑?
我真的不知道了。。。

我也已经很久没彻底的大哭一场,痛快的哭了。
现在,即使我遇到非常不愉快的事情,我会很痛苦,
但是无法流出眼泪。。。
我什么时候才能大哭一场,发泄我的情绪,让所有不爽的事都随泪而去

许多人以为我很坚强,不会这么容易被打倒。。。
但是我愈表现坚强,我心里就愈脆弱
我常常逼自己面带笑容的对别人
有时候,我真的认为我要崩溃了。。。
我不是你想像中的那么坚强,我只不过是在逞强。。。

我变得越来越冷血了,
我怎么了,
我该怎么办???

Friday, September 11, 2009

很多人说图书馆的书都不好看的
我发现图书馆其实有许多好书
只是看那个人用不用心,耐不耐心去找而已

也许是我常常待在图书馆的关系,所以找到好书的机率比较高
说句实话,我常常在Duty排书时,一边排书一边找吸引我的书
不知以前的Library Senior有没有发现到。。。呵呵
"醉翁之意不在酒"。。。哈哈,希望senior看到这部落格不会生气


好书介绍(不是新书介绍哦!)
1。偷书贼
2。追风筝的人
3。传信人
4。子午相交
5。闪灵
6。撒冷镇
7。数字城堡

*这些书:
-本人都读过了,很好看。
-不过要有耐性才能读完这些书,书很厚,字也很小噢!
-大家如有空,就去图书馆借来看吧!

我最近想借的书有:
1。世界上最爱我的人走了
2。撒旦的黑名单
3。相思树
4。口才赢就一生
5。山查树之恋
6。死囚仟悔录
7。活着,就是幸福
8。肖申克的救赎
9。张曼娟妖物志
10。生命的慰藉

还不知这些书好看不好看,但我相信80%-90%都是好看。。。^^
我也不晓得你们适合不适合看我推荐的书
但大家多花一些时间一定能找到自己喜欢看的书

希望大家找到适合自己的书!

Thursday, August 20, 2009

!我恨你!

我恨你!!!!!我恨你!!!!!我恨你!!!!!我恨你!!!!!我恨你!!!!!我恨你!!!!!我恨你!!!!!我恨你!!!!!我恨你!!!!!

A(H1N1),我恨你!!!!!
你这可恶的家伙,没用的东西,讨人厌的病毒!!!!!

你让我失望,痛苦,落泪,想杀人!!!!!
你害我不能去饥饿30,我恨死你!!!
你害Library MP 延迟,不能进学校做准备,我讨厌你!!!

你这家伙几时才肯停止传播?!
你害我都不能进行户外活动了。。。。。。。
我恨死你!!!

啊啊啊啊啊啊啊!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~
我再也不能忍受了!!!

Saturday, August 1, 2009

杂乱的心情与思绪



~失望,无奈
~我的专长并不是这个,还给我这份工作,我非常不明白为什么。。。
~付出了这么多,忽略学业,却没有得到我想要的
~我相信我更加有实力,只是没人欣赏,没人看到,或者他们偏心或偏见
~你们不懂得欣赏人才!
~逼自己面对和接受事实,逼自己面带笑容
~痛苦,挣扎了这么多年,还是败给了他和我自己
~后悔,当时不应该为他而留下来,应该潇洒的离开,放下一切
~太迟了,没有得挽回了
~我很愚蠢。。。
~我还是做个听话的好孩子吧!注重学业。
~家人永远还是最好的

为什么要逞强
为什么要逞强
为什么要逞强
为什么要逞强
为什么要逞强
为什么要逞强
为什么要逞强。。。
受不了,心灰意冷。。。
想要大哭一场,可是没有眼泪
拜托,请让我哭吧,我很痛苦。。
请让我哭。。。
请让我哭。。。
请让我哭。。。
请让我哭。。。
请让我哭。。。
请让我哭。。。
请让我哭。。。

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

对不起

前一阵子开始,
我有时说话时不看着对方的脸或眼睛。
我是看着前方或远方
我不是害怕还是恐惧什么
我也不知是什么原因
有些人认为我不尊敬或不想跟他说话。。。
其实并不是这样的。

如果我有得罪任何人
请别误会,对不起。。。

Monday, June 8, 2009

自责

九天终于过去了
我熬过来了
好辛苦啊~

我有许多事情都没办好
很失败,很后悔。。。
自责-ing...
我从来都没这么自责过
唉。。。

=Library Camp=(两天)
我是Ketua Kumpulan
但是我没有管好我的组员
不团结,舞蹈不好。。。
不会想更好的方法管组员

=Library Trip=(三天两夜)
我是Penolong Ketua Lawatan
我并没有帮忙炒气氛
反而很down
我也不知道为什么。。。
忘了带东西。haiz..

=KRS Camp=(四天三夜)
我是Ketua Perancangan/Malam Kebudayaan
许多活动没进行到
时间没安排好。。。
Malam Kebudayaan & Majlis Penutupan 在时间上都出了问题。。。

总之,非常不好
自责。。。
haiz..

对不起所有的人。。。
非常抱歉!

Sunday, May 17, 2009

我没资格


我在4S1班已经5个月了。。。
我发觉我没有资格读这一班
我上课时不专心,睡觉,做别的东西。
我时常不交功课,迟进班。
明知考试快到了,却最后一分钟才复习功课。
我只顾着忙课外活动的东西,把课业撇在一旁。

别班还有很多勤劳,专心上课的学生却无法进到这班,
我真替他们感到不公平,可惜。。。
说实话,他们比我更有资格进4S1。

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顺便一提,
我大哥前几天迟送我生日礼物
是由几样小东西组成一份礼物。
很不错,价钱也不便宜吧。^0^

Sunday, May 10, 2009

16岁的愿望



这一天快要结束了,我却还没许愿。。。
那么,我 现在许吧!
我希望
1) Library Camp
2) Library Trip
3) KRS Camp
4) 30 Hour Famine
5) Dance Competition
(不分顺序)
可以顺利地举行和进行!

即使这一天我过得不怎么开心,不过如果接下来的活动能办得成功,一定能祢补我的不开心。
最重要的是大家的关系可以变得更好,增进大家的感情。。。

今晚没有流星呢,不知我的愿望可否成真?
哈哈。。。

生日未必快乐!

今天5月10日
是我的生日。
早上起身做家务,收拾东西,午餐吃蛋糕。
没唱生日歌,没吹蜡烛,吃完蛋糕我收碟子。
还要做堆积如山的功课,读书。
为饥饿30做宣传。
我也收到一些朋友的祝福 和一份礼物。。。
但是我并没有快乐。
我期待的简单事情并没发生
失落。。。

我又过了平凡的一天,不同的是这一天叫做我的生日。
还有母亲节快乐!

生日未必快乐!

*我也不知我要表达什么。。。。。。*

Saturday, March 21, 2009

钱 - 升学


我现在才真正发觉到有钱去读书是一件很幸福的事情。以我家里的现在经济状况来看,我是很难升学的。即使我升学了,也未必能修读我想读的课程,也无法到国外深造。目前,我计划以后要去读心理学,但是前景似困难重重。我父母无法供我读私人学院,我只能读Form 6,然后根据政府所派的大学去读政府所派的课系。这表示我没能出国深造,选读我要的心理学。如果要实现我的愿望,我一定要考取好成绩申请奖学金。如果这方法行不通,我可能先出社会工作,赚够钱了才继续深造。正所谓:"活到老,学到老"。^^

我想向所有人说:"如果有机会和能力去读书,请千万不要放弃读书的机会!!!无论你的年龄是多是少,性别是男是女,一定要珍惜读书的机会。等你错过了,你一定会后悔。"

请记得:读书是一件幸福的事!


Saturday, February 14, 2009

一句安慰的话和一个温馨的拥抱


我坚持了这么久,这么辛苦。
我要的只是一句安慰的话和一个温馨的拥抱。

我多么期望的,多么渴望的。
我要的只是一句安慰的话和一个温馨的拥抱。

我要求的并不多,并不过分。
我要的只是一句安慰的话和一个温馨的拥抱。

当这一切结束时,
我希望你会安慰我,拥抱我。

为了你,我才坚持到现在,
请你让我相信我的决定没错。

我很需要你的安慰,你的拥抱,
让我依靠一会儿,继续努力奋斗。

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

爱一个人


爱一个人,
要了解,也要开解;

要道歉,也要道谢;
要认错,也要改错;
要体贴,也要体谅;
是接受,而不是忍受;
是宽容,而不是纵容;
是支持,而不是支配;
是慰问,而不是质问;
是倾诉,而不是控诉;
是难忘,而不是遗忘;
是彼此交流,而不是凡事交代;
是为对方默默祈求,
而不是向对方诸多要求;
可以浪漫,但不要浪费;
可以随时牵手,但不要随便分手。

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

我期待下一次的美好回忆。。。


*微笑*
*傻笑*
想起与某某人的回忆时,
总是会傻笑,微笑。。。
真是甜蜜的回忆,
想起都会笑。。。

回忆是一种美好的东西,
它让我们记得曾经拥有过的快乐与甜蜜,
好希望可以回到那时候再次经历快乐与甜蜜。

回忆是一种悲痛的东西,
它让我们记得曾经经历过的哀伤与痛楚,
好希望可以快一点遗忘那时候的哀伤与痛楚。

为了让自己快乐一些,
一定要把美好回忆烙印在心里,
一定要让悲痛回忆随着风而去。

我喜欢时不时地想起与某些人的美好回忆,
然后自顾自地偷偷地在暗地里傻笑,回味无穷。。。
无法形容这种心情是怎样的,
不过我相信有许多人都跟我一样体会过这种心情。。。
真的非常希望可以回到那时候或者以后会有更美好的经历

我期待下一次的美好回忆。。。

Friday, January 2, 2009

一切一切都是自己的。。。


这么巧让我考到8A
这么巧让我进到4S1

意想不到!


一开始我并没有非常期望考到8A
就算是7A也无所谓
当然有希望8A啦, 但并不是很渴望


一开始我并没有非常期望进到4S1

就算是4S2也无所谓
因为进4S1会很压力,每个人都拼命读书,

感觉上很恐怖,让人敬而远之


没想到我会考到8A,还进到4S1

意想不到!
这是奇迹呢?还是幸运?还是我的实力?

不过我还是觉得幸运多一些,

说这是奇迹,好像我很差劲似的,

说实力,我对自己的实力没这么多的把握。


幸运之神眷顾我了
幸运之神来到我身旁了

谢谢,幸运之神!


考到这么好的成绩

进了这么好的班级

为了自己的钱途

为了自己的前途

为了自己的理想

就要加油吧!!!


不要因为被别人泼冷水就放弃

一定不可以放弃
为了出国深造的理想

无论多辛苦,
绝对要坚持下去!!!


选择是自己的。
理想是自己的。
生活是自己的。

一切一切都是自己的。


?谁会在我身旁?


我心里装了太多人
想要除掉一些
却不知我的心是向着谁
我的心像摆钟一样晃来晃去的
一直停不下来
无法做抉择

A Sun 帅

大家都在不同的世界里
见面机会都很少

该怎么选择
谁来告诉我?

Thursday, January 1, 2009

思念

以前小学时期从来没有这种感觉
中学开始才知道
想念一个人
对别人倾诉又无事于补
想念一个人
又不能告诉那人 憋在心里难受极了
想念一个人
竟然可以这么痛苦又煎熬

我自己又不确定喜不喜欢那人
如果我确定 还不会那么烦恼
至少我清楚自己对那人的感觉
不过知道了也没用
我们是两个世界的人
见面的机会少之又少
那人也有自己圈子的朋友
说不定有了心上人或另一伴

思念是一种煎熬,一种幸福,一种痛苦
想念你!!!窒息了!!!
不能告诉你
好痛苦
该怎么办
救命啊!!!

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