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Thursday, December 31, 2009

2009-2010

2009年
似乎什么都没做到,一年又过了。
光阴似箭~
不过,今年经历了很多事情,
有高兴的,
有心痛的,
有忧郁的,
有情绪化的,
让我学习了不少,又成长了。
总觉得我可以做得更好的,但为什么我还是没做到?
一定又是懒惰鬼作祟。。。害人精!
今年又增添了许多回忆。。。
忆。。。

看来今晚,
我只能跟我的工作和电脑一起倒数2010年的到来了。
今天,用了一整天的时间,独自画,彩了一幅超大张的图(布告栏的)!
厉害吧!哈哈。。。这是第一次哦! 1.17m*0.88m! 很大叻!
生病了还能这样,很不错了。要奖励自己。 xD
彩到我腰酸背疼了。T.T

2010年,SPM年
*汗*
糟糕!重要考试来了!开始有压力了。
怎么办?我还是被懒惰鬼控制着,要想尽办法摆脱它!
我想SPM真的没PMR这么容易了,不可以随便应付。
谁能救我啊?
明年也要烦恼毕业以后升学的问题了。
要选什么课系呢?
太多选择,
太多顾虑,
太多烦恼。
头痛啊!
真的要加油了!不要偷懒!

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

对不起

我今天才知道,
原来我改书很严格。
我真的真的不知道,我不是故意的。
非常抱歉!
我还一直以为我改书已经很松了。
学弟学妹们,真的委屈你们了。 >.<'''
有时候,你们不告诉我你们想什么,有什么意见。
我真的不知道的。
我也会有做错的时候,请你们一定要纠正我。

Duty 的时候,气氛很僵,很严肃。
我也是现在才知道的。
你们真的这样认为吗?
其实,也许我个人习惯了这样,所以不觉得气氛有什么不对。
可能你们会认为我很凶?很不友善?
以为我静静地在观察你们的表现?
其实,都不是。。。真的。。。
我很少会凶的。
不友善? 可能那天我生病了,身体不舒服。
所以看起来脸色不好。
我并没有真正地观察你们,你们放心。
只要做好你们的本分,我是不会怎样的。
老实说,duty的时候,我都忙不过来了,怎会有时间观察你们?
别把我想得太复杂。 >.<

其实,我也跟你们一样,只是希望做好本分。
我很少跟你们聊天,吵闹是因为我个人就是这样的,比较安静。
你们不用怕我。。。真的 >.<'''
有什么事情真的可以找我谈,
或者写在纸上托别人交给我(如果真的怕,可以匿名啦 >.<)

我真的看起来那么凶吗?
那么的不能谈吗?
那么的不友善吗?

非常对不起,我真的不知道你们想的东西是这样的。
以后,你们可以告诉我有什么不满。
只剩下半年,
我不希望你们在我接下来的带领下过得那么不愉快,战战兢兢。
我会尽量改进,多与你们交谈,关心你们。
我承认我的确忽略了这点,忽略了你们的感受。
我会尝试改进的!
真的真的非常对不起!
抱歉! >.<

病。病。病

今天早上生病还没好,就撑着去图书馆打扫除。
12pm,我等妈妈来载我。
怎知,她告诉我她去电头发了,要我她。
明明昨天就告诉她12pm了。
没关系,这不算是什么。
等就等吧,反正又不是没等人等过好几个小时。
问题是我超级饿,超级痛,超级病了
还要等她。 =.=
等的时候,真的是超无聊,超痛苦的。
要跟朋友聊天打发时间,可是没心情聊。
朋友们陆续地回家了。
只剩我一个人,想睡觉休息,可是又睡不着。
等。。。等。。。等。。。
快要3pm时,我妈才到学校。
载了我还去银行,我在车上又等。
我快要变成烧猪了。。。
3.++pm 才去吃午餐。
快饿死了啦!
过后,终于去看医生了。。。

重点:
进去后,我只告诉医生:" 耳朵昨天开始痛的,咳嗽伤风上星期就开始了。"
他就摸我的额头,说我发烧了。
看我喉咙后,说有很多痰,喉咙肿,喉咙发炎
问我是不是鼻子有塞着,我说有咯。
过后,就看我的鼻子,说鼻子发炎鼻子敏感
看我耳朵,他动到我耳朵时,是超痛的。他说耳朵发炎
糟糕!!!
怎么医生似乎比我还清楚我的身体状况?
他还说要喝温水,不要喝冰水,不要吃热气的食物。
这些话,我都听了几百遍。
从小听到大了。。。 T.T

那里的护士带我去洗鼻子
这还是我第一次听到洗鼻子这事。
当时,一头雾水。。。@.@
她用syringe吸了一些透明液体,然后喷进我鼻孔里。
叫我用力把鼻涕都弄出来。
虽然听起来,有点恶心。
可是对我来说,有比较好一点,至少鼻子没那么塞着,呼吸也顺畅了。
重复了几次,清理后,我出去等着拿药。

好多药要吃。 T.T
还要自己洗鼻子。 T.T
RM90. OMGosh!
那医生真好赚叻。
又浪费钱了。=.=

我到底怎么了?
从小到大都是这样。
看医生的次数数不清,吃过的药数不清。。。
低血压,常头晕,哮喘,皮肤敏感,鼻子敏感,咳嗽,伤风,发烧,脚常扭伤,抽筋。。。
够了哦!!! 到底要怎样?!
这个假期,我已经病了很多次。 =.=

Sunday, December 27, 2009

Amazing Coffee Art






















From : I Love Coffee

书就像是一杯咖啡





书就像咖啡
咖啡有很多种
书也有很多种

咖啡有
拉铁
摩卡
黑咖啡
卡布计诺

有人喜欢喝拉铁
有人喜欢喝摩卡
有人喜欢喝黑咖啡
有人喜欢喝卡布计诺

书有
侦探冒险
哲学道理
言情小说
历史文化

有人喜欢看侦探冒险
有人喜欢看哲学道理
有人喜欢看言情小说
有人喜欢看历史文化

每一杯咖啡都会有人去品尝
每一本书也都会有人去阅读

个人品味
个人口味
个人喜欢
个人喜好

每个人都会有属于自己的咖啡和书。。。

Thursday, December 24, 2009

A Very Great Great Day! (Christmas Eve)

Today morning went to school to have a small meeting.
After that, Form 3 juniors were all excited to get their PMR results.
Then we accompanied them to take their results and kacau kacau...hahaha...
They all get not bad results. Congratulation! ^^
Gambateh for F4 lives next year ya~
Not as easy as form 3 syllabus already. ^^

Hong Yan!!! Surprised!
I saw him in school!
He brought his relatives to come to school to take result.
That little boy with him was so cute and shy!
His eyes are so big!
Long time didn't see HY already, so surprised to see him.^^
Had a talk to him^^
Maybe we should hang out together one day.

When nearly to 12pm, i went to bekas's house to have a short break.
When i reached there, he was not in the house.
So i went in and waited him.
I was reading story book and felt tired until i slept on the sofa.
hahaha... The sofa was so nice to sleep on. ^^ Nice nap.
When i got up later, i was surprisingly saw Ah Ma and Yee Hang.
Long time didn't see Yee Hang also, i didn't expect he will come today. xD
I also ate mee at bekas house. xD Thx ya~

After a while, almost everyone gathered already.
Then we wanted to head to our destination-Sunway Pyramid already.
But then suddenly YX said she can go with us.
So we waited her for a while and went to SP.

When we reached there, we waited for other ppl to gather.
Then we went to buy Santa Hat for those who don't have.
We took few photos before going into Ice Rink.
Most of us went for ice-skating
And some of them went to shop and movie.

We were all so excited to ice-skate! woohoo~
There was so so so many ppl.
The whole ice skating process can't be describe through here. >.< style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">felt down once while ice-skating today!
I don't know how long i didn't fall down while ice-skating already.
=.= "Thx" to YH who contributed me to fall down. =.=
He helped me to break my record. =.=
I will remember this, YH!

This is the first time i tried to make ppl fall down.
Before this, i only help ppl to get up from falling down.
Today is another record for me... Making other ppl to fall down.
hahah.. xD
I was trying to scared YX,Ah Ma,SL,Billy,KW and who else?... i forgot already.
The funny part is SL.
I was just pushing him lightly and he got panic and almost fall down.
LOL! He was kept on saying he only skate on mountain and not normal floor.
Gao Gang! Bi Heng!

Lots of ppl felt down today because they don't know how to skate.
hahaha..xD
We went for dinner at Pizza Hut. Not bad huh~
We all talked a lot during dinner time.
Lot's of rubbish talks! But so funny!
Again SS-ing time after dinner, we took photos again.
And SL was crazy, performed stupid magic show to us and small childrens.
And they got scared. LOL!
Their parents told them not to talk to STRANGERS la! haha...
Then we watched other ppl ice-skating from upstairs for a while.
There was so few ppl only after we left!
Some of the ppl are so Pro at ice-skating.
I wish i could be like them. ^^
When almost 9pm, we all went back to house by few bekas's cars.

Conclusion:
I got closer to all of you those went to ice-skate.^^
I really enjoyed today!
Great Day!

The Very First Time:
~First time buy Santa Hat
~First time wear Santa Hat
~First time went to ice skate with lots of KRS frenz
~First time went to ice skate without parents accompany
~First time celebrate Christmas Eve with frenz

*Sorry*
To Lynn: I couldn't make it to the gathering.
To Ally: I didn't go to see ur performance and the Christmas Event in Church.
To Ying Khian: I didn't went to church for Christmas Celebrating.

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Or

Dark or Light

Love or Hate


Evil or Angel


Water or Land


White or Black


...or...
...or...
...or...

Monday, December 21, 2009

Think!

Thinking out of the box
Thinking out of the range
Thinking out of the space
Thinking out of the earth

Lack of inspire to "produce any product"
=.=
Missing my old products which is in someone hands.
xD
Need chinese software to post my products up.
T.T

~Lots of nonsense in this post~

Sunday, December 20, 2009

Femine VS Tomboy

Femine = girly style
Tomboy = tomgirl

I don't know what am i talking about.
>.< ~Broken nails~
I can't keep my nails long because they will "broke" easily.
I don't know why.
LOLz
But i lazy to cut my nails,
i always wait until one of the nails broke only i will cut the nails.

~High Heels~
I'm not good at wearing high heels. >.< style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">Skirt~
=.=
skirt?
ehmm...
I feel very very uncomfortable to wear skirt except school uniform.
You can hardly see me wearing a skirt even attending a dinner.
I will only wear skirt out of the blue...
maybe bout 6 or 8 months i wouldn't be wearing skirt even once.
I usually will wear trousers n t-shirt.
Comfortable outfit~ ^^

~Skin Care~
I would say what is that?!
oh gosh, i damn lazy to do all the facial n skin care things.
That's why you can always see many pimples and scars on my face.
I wish they can just go away from me without me doing anything.
I tried many products before but they just don't give any good effects.
After so much of trying, i really gave up.

~Tidy and Neat Room~
I don't own a room lor.
But my things are damn untidy.
All "scattering" everywhere...
After 2 days i clean and keep my things, things get untidy again.
I also faced problem to finds things or books after i keep my things.
LOLz...
I have too many books and they have no place to "stay".
Many books Less Cupboard~
That's why i just put my books everywhere.

~Possession~
Mostly girls' possession will be cosmetics, dresses and shoes.
Those girly stuffs~
But most of my possession are BOOKS.
If i have more money, after few years, my place will be like library.
Because there so so so many books that i wish i can buy them.
*Besides that, i still kept my childhood's barbie dolls. xD*
*But they are just my collection, not playing barbie anymore >.<*

I guess that's all i want to say bout this.
Conclusion is I'm suit in tomboy style...
hahahaha...
Actually it's a lame post... LOL!
Sry for taking your time to read my post. ^^

Friday, December 18, 2009

Good News

15 of Dec was my 2nd bro 24th birthday!
I had B'day Cake to eat!
Yay!
^^
I LOVE cakes!
Bro, hope u you like the present! ^^
hahaha XD
I also helped you to finish ur B'day cake!
LOL!

Another news is AIR-COND!
YEAH! We have a new air-cond already!
The old air-cond already function for almost 20 years.
Older than me >_<
haha...
It was not cold at all because it was too old lor...
New air-cond just nice!
^^

15/12/09 - 4S1 Class Trip

~3rd Day~

This morning we ate cup mi besides those went for buffet.
We played Cheat again!
After breakfast, we all started to pack our luggage to check out.

After checked out,
we went to rabbit's farm.
But there is no rabbit there, only left donkey.
We wonder if those rabbits scared by us until die already. xD
So we didn't go in and head back to Sunway.

We ate our lunch at a restaurant which is near to Sunway Pyramid.
That lunch was delicious too!
I like it!

After lunch, we went to Sunway Pyramid!
Most of us went to Redbox to sing k.
Some of them went for shopping.
After 2 hours, we gathered and went back KP.
We all wait for transport to go back home at there.

~THE END~

4S1 Memories Forever
I don't want the reason, I want the solution!
TEAMWORK
TRUST
COMMUNICATION

Thursday, December 17, 2009

14/12/09 - 4S1 Class Trip

~2ND DAY~

In the morning,
a few girls included me went to restaurant for a free breakfast with Mr.Wong.
Buffet!
That's not bad.
Foods that i ate are:
~Bread
~Beef
~Hot Dog
~Honey Star and Koko Crunch with Milk
~Strawberry and Grape Yogurt
~Guava Juice
I think i left out some...
All are so nice! I enjoyed that breakfast!
Usually i don't eat a lot in morning but I ate a lot on that morning!

After had our breakfast, we went back to apartment.
We had our telematch game after everyone had their breakfast.
We went to the padang pasir to play CAPTAIN BALL!
Nice game! Everyone involved.
Divided into 2 team: Black White and Colourful team.
Colourful Team won at last. ^^

After that, some guys went for swimming.
Again~Sad for can't go swimming.
Then we were free to do any activities on our own.
Most of the girls went back to apartment to rest.

Afternoon, we had our lunch in apartment.
Mee Soup. Normal though~

Then, we went to Sports Club to SPORTS!
All of us went for Bowling first.
That was the first time i play bowling...
My results were so bad. lol!
After Bowling, we went for any sports that we like.
I choose to try out Archery
since i'm interested in it nad never play before.
I found that i'm good at Archery!!!
Got POTENTIAL! YAY!
I want to play Archery again!
I also wanted to play Snooker but due to the time, i can't make it.
Other ppl also played badminton, squash, table tennis.
Some girls went back to apartment earlier to prepare dinner.

About 5pm, we went back to apartment to have our dinner.
Dinner's menu is fried rice with prawn and ABC soup.
Nice~
Some ppl took their bath included me at that time.

After that, we prepared to go for a NIGHT WALK about 9pm.
We all taught NIGHT WALK should be a walk at Japanese Tea House
and enjoy the night views which have many beautiful lights.
But then when we reached there, Botanical Garden!
It doesn't looked like a garden at all!
It is a JUNGLE!!!
OMG!
NIGHT WALK means Jungle Trekking In The Night!
Almost NO light at all!
Some more it was raining!
Totally different from what we all taught!

We lined up and divided into 2 teams
so that we can walked in easier.
1st phase is easy, the road was nice to walk.
We finished the phase 1 and stop for a while.
The guide said Phase 2 will be more difficult, no simen floor
and slippery due to the rain.
We discussed for a while and decided to continue that journey.
Before continuing, we were divided into 3 teams
because phase 2 was even harder to walk.
Sometimes, we hold hands to hands, hands to shoulders
in order to prevent we get lost inside there.
There was truly totally darkness.
For some period, i just closed my eyes and walked because we can't see anything.
What's the point for opening eyes?
Along the journey, we can heard some noises made by insects and animals.

At last, we make it!
The moral values were
TEAMWORK
TRUST
COMMUNICATION
As a team, we should have these values within each others.
A good experience!
Honestly, the whole journey of night walk wasn't that difficult for me.
I felt that was easy actually.

After the NIGHT WALK,
we went back to apartment.
We continue play cards games.
CHEAT! I love that game!
Some went to sleep.
This night , i slept at 3am something.

That's all for 2nd day journey for 4S1 class "camp"!
Interesting!
That day, i had many FIRST time!
First time:
~play bowling
~play archery
~jungle trekking in the night and in the rain

Good Day!

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

13/12/09 - 4S1 Class Trip

In the morning, we gathered at Acmar.
Our first destination is Batu Caves.
I didn't expect that!
My whole body muscles are so PAIN and I was so tired already!
There is 272 staircases to reach the top.
Finally i did it by suffering the pain!
We started to take a lot of photos at there.
Then we walked down 272 staircases again!
I was really... OMG!

About 11.30pm, we reached Bukit Tinggi, Pahang!
Due to bus driver timetable, he had to leave us here with our luggage.
We put our luggage at an empty space near the
parking place, playground, small swan lake.
We separate into few groups and went to the France Village to have fun.
Some boys looked after our luggage.

Afternoon, we went to have lunch in a restaurant in France Village.
Most of the ppl only ate burger which cost RM7.
We (perang segi empat: me,WH,On,CL) sat on the same table and
ordered a set of meal which contained:
1 whole roasted chicken
4 side dishes (butter rice, potato, tuna, salad)
4 desserts (muffins)
4 frostee (2 grapes and 2 mangoes drinks)
It costs us RM66 and add on 10% service tax and 5% gov. tax.
It is delicious! I love the roasted chicken and frostee!
We were so full after ate the meal! Worth it!

Then we went back to the place we put our luggage.
We just walking around there and waiting for check in.
I just too bored and tired. I laid down on the green grass and have a rest.
That's not bad. Don't have any chances to lay on the grass in city.
City's grass are all dirty
and ppl will think you are crazy laying down on the grass.
After that, we all went to the playground to have some fun
while still waiting to check in.
We waited for so so so long time.

At last, Mr. Wong help us to talked to the counter ppl.
He talked very fiercely and kinda like scolding that ppl.
He said something to that man than made me unforgettable.
"I want to see your manager now!"
"Ok, I will ask later."
"You better make sure i can talk to the manager in 10 minutes!"
I like the last sentence. The manager really came out within 10 minutes.
Another sentence: I don't want the reason, I want the solution!
This became our slogan. xD
The manager explained a lot and led us to the temporary room to rest.
Then everyone carried their luggage to the room groups by groups.
We finally all in the room about 3.45pm.
Their service were sucks!
We reached there by 11 something but we check in at 3.45pm.
What kind of service was this?!
And some more it was a temporary room, not our room!
By the way, we had fun after that.

The apartments are so big! I love it!
1 shoes' room
4 rooms
3 bathrooms
2 living rooms
1 kitchen with dining table
few TVs
And the scene from our apartment is so nice!

After that, guys went for water polo
but girls can't get into the swimming pool because of no proper attire.
So sad...
Girls went back to the our REAL room and have rest.
Some other girls were preparing the steamboat dinner already.
At night, we had our dinner together in apartment.
Everyone was wanting the seafood tofu included me!
That dinner was delicious too!
Thanks to those who prepared this dinner.

Next, we went to the sports club by small bus.
We sang and screamed all the way to there.
Besides the road are jungles,
we shouldn't make noises on the road but we were too high!
When we reached there, there is not enough space for us to play.
The sports club activities will be on the next day for us.
So we went back to France Village and have some walk.
We took many photos included the GIANT 4S1 at that night.

After walked and took lots of photos, we went back to apartment.
We played cards game until midnight.
Heart Attack!!! We were so noisy because of the game.
Other ppl were playing other cards game and with "maths and money".
Some ppl just went to sleep already.
After so much of HEART ATTACK, i slept at 2am something.

That's all for 4S1 Class Trip first day journey!
Tomorrow, I will continue post up the 2nd day journey.
2nd day was much more excited!

12/12/09 - KRS Bkt Cahaya Camp

First of all,
i want mention this is a 3 days camp but i only managed to go for one day.
So sorry to all KRS members and AJk and myself.

In the morning, I follow bekas senior's car to go to Bkt Cahaya.
At first i scare i will get lost at there because i never went there before.
I also not good at memorize road.
When i reached there, i went to F4 chalet straight away.
Wow! It's squeezy for all of us!

After a while, Ah Te also reached here already.
I went to help them carry things because i want to walk more
and recognize the place.
When we went back to chalet, we wait for bus and
have a short travel until Empangan Sungai Baru(the farest place)
I look at the map along the road and try to memorize the place.
Then we stop at Taman Haiwan and walked back to chalet.
I think i can almost memorize the road already.

After that, we went for Jungle Trekking.
This is the first time i went to jungle trekking with KRS members.
Quite nice although we met a little problem during that period.
We did it successfully!
Then we all are so tired and walked back to our chalet
from Empangan Sungai Baru.
Really far away!

After Jungle Trekking,
we had our lunch which prepared by makanan group and some bekas seniors.
Not bad though~
And next should be the treasure hunt
which we prepared with sweat and hearts.
But due to the short of time and juniors' stamina,
we need to canceled it or we can call it make some changes.
Feel sad for this because I really looking forward for this activity
which i involved the most of this preparation.

After those changes, the treasure hunt become less challenges
and kind of bored.
Juniors prepared for Malam Kebudayaan afterwards.
I followed bekas seniors went for fishing.
I took this chance to walked more in Bkt Cahaya.
Juniors took bath at the same time.

After went back to chalet, MK is about to begin already.
There is another group of Pengakap from KL joining our MK.
I remembered the ducky song. How cute~
They are nice too.
It's time for theme song but we faced some problem and can't play CD.
At last, sing without the music.

Next is BBQ time.
I love the Cincau Barli drinks!
Thx to makanan group!
About 10pm something, I had to come back home.
Then again i followed senior's car came back.

I was really tired and whole body muscles were so pain.
Next day, i need to go for class trip.
I was thinking how am i going in that condition.T.T
But I don't want to miss it so at last i went to trip on next day.

Anyway, I really enjoyed one day camp at Bkt Cahaya.
Nice place~nice environment~
Great!

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

After Sickness

~Leg~
After i sprained my leg ankle, i rest for quite long time n recover almost fully.
But now, i feel the leg ankle pain come back to me already!
I don't want! OMG!
I feel this pain for these few days already
and i couldn't know why the pain come back to me.
But nobody notice my pain since i just keep it to myself. =.=
I don't dare to tell my parents T.T
If they know, then i can't go out so often!
No!no!no! Pain, leave me alone!!!
I HATE YOU!!!
LET ME GO, YOU EVIL!
I still want to dance with my legs!
YOU GO AWAY!

~Sick~
After that almost 2 weeks of sickness,
I have a habit that i always wear jacket to go out no matter where i go.
I don't know why.
During that 2 weeks, i always wear jacket while i want to go out.
After that, i eventually have this habit to wear jacket.
These few weeks also keep on raining,
maybe bring jacket along is a right choice.
After recover, i still always get flu easily especially in the morning. >.< I HATE FLU!
Shiu~shiu~ go away!!!
I don't like you!!!

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Recently...Randomly...

1st~
SPM 12 subjects now???!!!
What the heck!
On August, i already stop Mr. Sugu's Acc tuition.
Now ~!@#$%^&*()_+ Government announce SPM for 2010 can take 12 subjects!
I'm thinking want to take back this Acc subject or not.
If I want to take acc subject, then i need to catch up 4 months lessons.
That's very hard for me because i'm a lazy piggy =.=
I have to decide soon if not i'm gonna be in a big trouble T.T

2nd~
About colouring...
Since form 3, i didnt colour anything for a long time already...
Because of notice board, i take out all my colouring tools to start my work...
i don't like colouring
But i found my childhood feelings during those colouring work...
Feel like going back to primary school ^^
Not bad though~

3rd~
I started to write a long story.
It's a love story.
Hope i can finish writing it during this holidays
and post it up in my another blog
I don't want talk too much about this
Because want to let readers figure it out themselves.
^^

At last, hope i can use this holidays wisely.
Time flies~ gosh!... >.<
*My pc don't have chinese programme ...
*I want to type in CHINESE!!! >.<'''

Saturday, December 5, 2009

绿叶什么时候才能不用衬托出花朵的特色而能受到众人的关注?

绿叶 什么 时候 才能 不用 衬托 出花朵 的 特色 而 能 受到 众人 的 关注 ...

Whenever i'm alone or at the night, i always think a lot...
one of those is
绿叶 什么 时候 才能 不用 衬托 出花朵 的 特色 而 能 受到 众人 的 关注?

Honestly, i don't like being a
绿叶 although i love green
(That's no the matter of the colour though xD)

I just don't know why i'm always the one who be the
绿叶~
Sometimes, i try my best to be a
花朵...
But obviously, i failed many times to be
花朵...
Although i was trying so hard, but i'm still
a 绿叶...

I don't like the feeling~

Maybe because of my personality, appearance, or anything else...
Seems that i
注定 to be a 绿叶...
唉~

I want to be a 花朵 someday!!!
I know someday i will success~
maybe now its not the time for me
haiz~

Feel very
辛苦 and 纳闷 now...
A rock is 压 on my heart now...
haiz~
*trying hard*

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

December

1st of December already...
but i'm still keep on playing with FB =.=
i know i shouldn't online that much but sometimes i just cant control myself
Addicted already >.<

This holidays, i don't know what had i done
Just keep on wasting time on the "web" and chatting
Hope i will control myself not to online so often and waste time~
Haiz~ hope this holidays will be longer~ *Dreaming*

Anyway, today i got a really great good news!
Yay~ Finally i can go Bukit Cahaya Camp!
But only for 1 day not for 3 days 2 nights la~ better than nothing though... >.<
I can help on the camp... haha...
This is the 1st time i go leh... but still cant go for whole camp...
My dad lar... haiz~ dunno how to communicate with him...
AGRRRR~~~ Haiz~~~ no choice...

And thx to the bekas that said he can fetch me on that day~
Really cause trouble for you >.< Millions of thx to you! xD
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