Tired

I'm kind of tired already.
Why keep on changing here and there?
You think you all got so much time?
I don't want to throw away my heart and effort in this already.

I want to concentrate on study!
Have no time to应付you all now.

I just pretend to be OK and don't mind about anything.
I'm pretending to be strong as usual.
But i'm not now.

Anyway, I will get through all these unpleasant feeling soon.
Don't try to tolerate with me too much.
Don't feel pity for me.
I hate that!
It makes me feel so weak.

I been through these things too much
since secondary school's life starts.